DotW App: Chandor - Zaila

;:General:;

Name: Zaila
Nickname: Z
Gender: She-Wolf/Female
Age: Young Adult
Pack: Chandor
Basic Description: A lean, strong-legged grey she-wolf with dark, ashy green eyes.

;:Appearance:;

Height: 33'' at the shoulder
Weight: 97 lbs.
Eyes: A dark, ashy shade of green
Pelt Texture: Originating from the north, Zaila's pelt is rather thick even during the warmer months, but it comes in handy during winter.
Scars: Zaila has a few thin pale scars scattered around her pelt, but most all of them are easily hidden by her fur.
Build: She has an overall lean build with strong, somewhat bulky legs and shoulders.  
Scent: Rain and pine tree bark with a hint of dirt

;:Sexuality:;

Orientation: Bisexual, although she has convinced others and herself that she only has eyes for other she-wolves. 
Mate Status: Close
Former Mates: Unnamed Male
Current Affections: None
Activity: Currently inactive/Not a virgin

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{(BLUNT&&INCONSIDERATE)}

"You asked me a question and I answered. Yes, I do think you are a blubbering idiot." - Many may consider her rude and disrespectful for her harsh comments and brutally honest statements, but she has never seen anything wrong with it. Zaila tells it how it is, not bothering to sugar-coat anything. The world was a harsh and brutal place to live in so why should she show others any differently. Of course, it doesn't at all help that she has absolutely no care for the feelings of others. She'll say what she wants without even a second thought on how it might affect others, something that often leads others to dislike her rather quickly.

{(SEXIST&&AGGRESSIVE)}

"Damn, filthy mutt! You males sick creatures!" - No one in the pack knows just why Zaila is so bitter and mean towards males, though a number of rumors and theories have been made surrounding the topic. Regardless as to why, Zaila holds no sense of compassion or consideration of any male. She sees them only as sick, ruthless creatures that shouldn't even belong in the same ranking as females. It is one of the many reasons why she despises the sense of 'equality' in the Chandor pack. In turn, she can be rather mean and cold-hearted towards males of any age, though she is a bit more tolerable of male pups, believing they have yet to be tainted by the darkness she see in all males. She is not afraid to show this more aggressive side to others, having even been given a warning already for her sharp behavior.

{(SHORT-TEMPERED&&SARCASTIC)}

"Oh, well forgive me'You Majesty'but I don't appreciate your tone either!" - It's quite easy to tell the level her temperament is at just by the frequency of her sarcastic remarks. The more she throws around the shorter her fuse is that day. It really doesn't take too much to set off her fuse, the smallest things easily pushing her to the edge. 

{(SELECTIVELY GENTLE&&LOVING)}

"Hush, Little One, I'm here. I'm here." - Although it isa side of her that is hardly seen by others, Zaila has a rather loving and almost motherly disposition beneath her harsh, brutal shell. Her kindness most often shows itself to other females, her patience longer with them as is her amount of respect. Female pups get the largest amount of care and love from this cold she-wolf, the pups getting her undivided attention should be every be around them. She will show a certain level of gentleness with male pups, but it gradually fades away as they grow older.


;:Family:;

Two unnamed pups {Deceased}

;:Trivia Facts:;

Although she won't admit it, Zaila is in fact terrified of running water. She refuses to cross any sort of river no matter how deep or shallow it may be.

Although she despises males with a passion and would never mate with another for as long as she lives, she wants nothing more than to have pups of her own.

Zaila has a rather strange interest in spiders, particularly the Black Widow.

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{To be added}


;: Pre-Group History:; 

Zaila was born during the cold months of late winter to the alpha male and female of her home pack. She was the first of three pups to be born and was considered the strongest of the litter. Her father loved her more than anything and she was the clear favorite of the male. As a young pup, Zaila was a rather cheerful, optimistic she-wolf with dreams of running the pack as her father did and having a family of her own. She was constantly on the move, always looking to play with the other members of her home pack. Her sarcasm sprouted somewhere in this young age, though it had been meant for nothing other than a sort of playfulness. As she grew older, Zaila's father began to teach her himself, giving her something of extra lessons outside of what the others were teaching her. This extra attention sprouted a heavy sense of jealousy in her siblings, but it was something the she-wolf hardly cared for. 

As a juvenile, Zaila was physically just as average as her two siblings were, showing no sense of true strength exceeding theirs, but her knowledge was far greater. The lessons with their father had her on a high level then her siblings and she was praised greatly for such a feat. And, it certainly didn't go unnoticed by one of the younger males in the pack. Having been a loner taken in, the male was a few years older than Zaila, but that didn't stop his attentions from being snagged. As she grew older he worked to get closer to her, building on the pillar of friendship before he attempted to go further. And, Zaila, not knowing anything better and being something of a hopeless romantic in her younger age fell easily for the male's games. Each day their affections grew and Zaila was more than thrilled at the idea of being mated to him. Once she reached the appropriate age for such a thing she bonded with the male, the two of them joined together. Zaila couldn't have been happier. She loved the male and she knew he loved her just as much...but, oh, how wrong she was. 

Months after their union, Zaila found herself pregnant with her mate's pups, an event that brought her pure joy. She was eager to tell her mate of the news and when she shared it with him he seemed just as happy as she was. The two sent days with one another, simply talking of the pups, but as she became heavier with their pups he seemed to grow more distant. Zaila didn't understand as to why this was, but she thought little of it at the beginning. But, it only grew worse as the days went on. Just days before her pups were expected to come, Zaila decided to follow one of her mate's frequent walks. She found herself trailing behind him off of the pack lands and into the lands of their neighboring pack. And, to her dismay, found the male meeting with another. It broke her heart to see the betrayal right before her eyes, but it also filled her with a burning anger. This male did not want her, did not love her. He only wanted to use her! In a rage, she returned home, calling out to her father and claiming what she saw. When her mate returned to the pack's dens, he was questioned and upon earning the truth has was chased off, banished from the pack for taking another mate in a neighboring pack and for adultery. But, it did not satisfy the she-wolf. Despite her earlier glee of bearing his pups, Zaila held nothing but disgust for them. A pit of hate was planted within her as she birthed the pups, her anger never dying even as they were brought to her teats. 

Even she is not entirely sure as to what had happened, but in a fit of rage and heart-break, the she-wolf killed her two pups, an action she is burdened with every day of her life. It was, of course, an event that shook the pack, bringing a sense of shock and pure disgust to the she-wolf. She had broken the most sacred and upheld law of the pack. Never harm or kill a pup. By the laws of the pack, she was to be punished and killed by the alpha himself, but her father simply couldn't do it. He hadn't the heart to kill his beloved daughter despite the crime she had committed. So, although it left him weak to the anger of the pack, her father let her live, but banished her from the lands just as he had her mate. Running from her homeland, Zaila wandered the world on her own, doing all that she could to survive. The sorrow of what she had done and the hatred of what her mate had done to her grew into a never dying hate and anger for males. As far as she was concerned, it had been her mate's fault that she had gone insane and killed her pups, it was his fault for twisting her mind like he had. 

Months passed, her hatred growing bit by bit each and every day until she stumbled upon the land of four wolf packs. In the beginning she avoided them and their lands, keeping to herself and the land that remained unclaimed. But, as the days passed, Zaila found herself at the border of the Chandor pack and was brought back to the pack to join their ranks. There are many uncertainties clouding her mind of remaining in this pack, but for now she has settled into their ways.

;:Group History:;

{To be added}

;:RP Contact Info:;

Chatrooms: Rarely used
DA notes: Common/Preferred use
Comments: Common use
Email: (ask for it in advance) Common/Preferred use
Skype: (ask for it in advance) Common/Preferred use